If i have a choice, i will not choose to love you.
But i don't have a choice,
my heart brings me to you.

hah , i still have to change my phone after all ..
The center button of my phone went crazy today .
& i couldnt do much things lohzxzx .

Physics paper .
i was so happy when i finished paper 1 .
but paper 2 sucks big time honestly .
i find it way harder .
Realised i have alot of careless only after the exam D:

Mac breakfast with jmine and melisa .
then Melissa came .
Melissa and i went jmine's house .
Jackie came , met melisa again .
Lrt-ed / mrt-ed to hougang .
Jmine had one meet up .
Then bus-ed to my house while mel.t left home.

Jillson came not long after that .
Jack&Jill were busy playing CS with my brother .
While jmine and i were pillow fighting ..
Melisa play as the middle man .
hahahaha . & i have got blister on my finger D:

The two ladies left at around 5 plus D:
Jack&Jill played till around 7pm and left .

Hougang mall for dinner w family .
Wanted to change my phone to White w gold lining W910i straight away ,
but there were some problems .. So , I can only change on friday .
Not some new phone but definitely better than N73 :D
I deleted every single thing from my phone .
Photos , Messages and so on .
It's time i clear everything (:

oh god , 1219hrs. i just finished my physics :O
i practically chiong-ed as much as i can .
Hopefully i'll get good results tomorrow :D
Do not have the time to blog because of EOY ,
so will blog when i have the time .

English paper 1 .
Long essay was certainly long for me .
i wrote 729 words of crap i supposed D:
Report writing was alright
Paper 2 ain't as hard as i thought , but they asked a question
on Saddam Hussein which requires basic knowledge of him i think .
Many of us can't do that question :\

Subway after school with jackie , jasmine and melissa .
Melisa went home D:
ohhhh & melissa has a very sexy gay voice today .
She couldn't stand me disturbing her all the time .
HEH .
Studied and then went homeee .

Had a short nap just now , and rushed from 10pm till now :D


Best wishes everyoneee (:

yay heh ! i watched F1 just now and massa's so wasted :S
The fuel guy is daaaamn poor thing .
i expected raikonnen to win though D:

i studied just now :P hooohoo ~
EOY's just tomorrow yo ?
Best of luck everyoneeee ! :D
English paper .

will update tomorrow !

{edited}
Was at melisa's house ytd .
Went compass for some stationary .
Walked back to mel's house but singing loud and awfully :X
hahahaha three of us went mad :O
then ... we stopped studying at around 3am .
Chat till 4am plus .

Woke up this morning by the BARP ! sound .
The puzzle fell .
Melisa and i opened our eyes to see dust falling D:
But i went on to sleep .
Compass at 1 plus .
Studied and went home :D

PS: we finished the tiramisu :P

currently at melisa's house (:

oh well , i fell asleep last night even before i was away from msn.
LOL . & i woke up at the wrong side of the bed this morning .
{ i mean really wrong side , and not the meaning of the phrase }

heehee .
yesterday was a havoc
-- not gonna mention it --
PE - we had this 3e3 hall relay .
&it was similar to vistaran road run :D
Ranking -- Integritas , Fidelis , Veritas , Justitia

Jmine was absent from schooool D:
but she came just when we finished school .
Carried the box full of books to jmine house .
melisa's like so freeeeee ..

compass .
burger king , studied & shopped for ingredients .
Met Michael but home not long after that .

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& today im so punctual :P
probably because i slept early last night ?
woke up at 8am by melisa .
got ready and went out by 9.20am .
She text me asking whether im going out alr ?
& i told her i just reached compass .
hoohoo , she's so shocked .

bought the "lady fingers" <-- not the greeny one .
Jmine house , mel.y came .
Bought mac breakfast to her house .
and here i am .

We made tiramisu just now :D:D:D:D:D
wonder if it's a success though :\

supposedly to be studying now but i cant get myself to work D:
RAH RAH RAH !

{not a quote}
Looking at my schedule I had planned,
For the first time i encountered stress.
& EOY is just 4 days away.
Bullshyt maaaaaan .

So anyway i got E maths summary notes from melissa { aiai } thanks !
Dad fetched me to school this morning .
Miss Wong's not here :O
She was super pissed with us for the past 2 days :\
sick ? angry ?

I fell asleep during D&T and got spotted by Mr Zul ! :O
Hui Leng has got Cereals from her cereal prawns and ketchup prawns .
I couldnt stop munching on them :X hahaha

I've got 42/70 for Chinese . { thanks huileng ! ILYDD horrr ? }
I've got 9/30 for Chemistry .
OVERALL .
Physics - 64
Chemistry - 50
Combined - 57

Long John Silver after school w Jasmine and Melissa .
HAHAHA . that MELISSA TAN suan me saying i eat slow .
But ended up being suan-ed by both jasmine and i for eating
bit by bit , being SU NU . hahahaha !
BLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH !

Melisa came , Melissa left .
Settled at BK yet shifted to KFC to study .
Then Melisa got veh cold so we went SKCC top floor to study .
fcuk those office people , complain about us and caused us place-less to study .
Act BIG SHOT fellows :@

Went to BK and study .

Home i was !

I woke up at 10am today !
rushed and dad's driver [ not chauffeur , just lorry driver]
sent me to school :D
Went back to class with fries and wedges . heh .

I didnt sleep in class at all (:
cheeeeeeeers ~
but bad news is .. i got back my binomial theorem's test ..


Plaza kopitiam for lunch w Huileng , Jasmine , Melissa .
Mely and benny came .
Studied at mac w/o melissa and huileng .
Benny and Jasmine were raising their bids about something ,
as high as swensens ... 4 Sakae sushi , buffet at Fullerton Hotel for me :D
hahahahaha .

Home after dinner w mum and bro .
wahah i just took photos of my past trophies ..
Will post it up probably the next post :D
{ I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSS NETBALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL }

photos yo :)



the night at melisa's house .


jmine got so aggressive and tore her physics textbook :P

SLACKER !

had souppppp :D












ask her to take us , but she took herself . HAHAHA .

&&& todaaaaay .




redish ear D:

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Nothing on Monday .
"JUST NOW" [ PS: it's midnight now ] was a idiotic day .
Filled with Tests and so on .
Chemistry test was a failure i supposed .
Chinese test was another bytch . Thanks huileng ! i love you deep deep !
ahhahahaha .
Had the talk by Singapore Poly and so on .

Plaza with jmine & benny .
back to school to meet mel.y .
Then had chinese oral .
I accidentally saw my marks , & Mdm Seah wrote 31 :D
I think it's over 40 ! :D:D:D
quite a nice teacher , conversation was a fun one but i suck at passage .
I have plenty of words i dont even know how to read till now .

Plaza with jackie , jasmine , melisa , melissa { alphabetical order }
Had my "dinner" . I gave jasmine a super hard punch and it went "PULP !"
im so sorry slutty slut sister ! :X

Went compass with jasmine to buy the notes influenced by jackie :D
it's super useful alright (:

Dad and Mum came to fetch us home .
Bath-ed and bus-ed to plaza .
Met Jmine and went Melisa's house .

Studied till 11.40pm , rushed to hail a cab .
Send her home and home i was .
The cab driver was a weird one , he couldnt talk properly in chinese .
& he ended up talking to me in dialect . LOL .
Pictures tomorrow pleaseeeeeeeeeee .

& the other photos i didnt post :X

I believe..
that the people that you care the most for
are taken from you too soon .

woooohooooo ~
slept at 3 plus last night D:
spent the whole midnight doing quizes w Jmine...

woke up at 1220 to be exact when im supposed to be awake by 1130 .
chiong-ed and bus/lrt to plaza .

Had KFC (:
Did A maths Ten Year Series & im happy i can do some :P
can someone tell me how the hell logarithm works ? D:

Then i stopped to play psp :P
both melisa and my psp went out of batt .
To think i brought charger but they sealed up the switch -.-

i finally took out my stud , pain&itchy lorzxz :O
oh & holy shyt , i got stalked when i went to the toilet .

it's damn idiotic i swear . I SWEAR I HATE BANGALAS !
Went up the stairs
& this bangala stopped going down the stairs and went up instead .
then followed me through the smaller entrance of kopitiam towards the toilet .
He's like outside when i came out of the toilet _|_
walked super fast out and he followed me until i went in KFC .
fcuk off and dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee bloody stalker .

Left around 6 plus , parents came to fetch me .
Had dinner at 684 and i got so bored i started snapping heineken .
Dad's like busy chatting with friends D:
Home i was around 9plus.

pictures not in order , will sort it out tomorrow . nights .

Don't try to change the way things were.
It shows in the way you're acting now, and no matter how hard you try,
you can't make up for what you've broken.

lalala jmine , mely and benny just left my house ..
i'll begin with ytd (:

HuiLeng & Jasmine didnt come to school :@
I got 29/40 for structures test D:
& freaking jasmine got 35/40 highest in D&T w yingyi .
Mdm tan was like " she's one that is seldom in our class yet managed to top the class "
hahaha .

PE was super fun .
Thanks sweetlove for the change of PE tee (:
We played this urber violent game during PE .
superly fun luh :D
3 cones on each side , purpose is to knock down the cone that is within the hula hoops with the ball by passing around & also defend the opponent's cones .
some of the girls were like covering the cones , and i just hook my legs over them and cover them off . hahahaha :P im so bad .
mely and joelin came to the hall as well .

my team won every single match (: yayness ! :D
& i swear jackie goh is super violent . he pulled my bibs D: hahahah but just a game :D

Didnt ate during recess .

acc mel.y home and had pepper lunch with her , joelin & Benny .
joelin left and they came my house .

Left for Tampines Soka Asscociation .
Was so overwelming that all of us couldnt take it . LOL .
Nice concert and touching testimonial as well .

Fetched benny home while mely left w her family .
Home i was .

& i said something damn freaking stupid in the night luh !
i seriously dont know what im doing man .
i didnt know why i blurt those words out .
LIKE :O
im out of mind . embarrassing D:

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TODDDDDAY .

Vivo with jasmine and brother .
had Ramen Ten which i only enjoyed the dessert most .
bought a top for alvin as birthday present at topman .

walked around and both jmine and i got our shades from forever 21 :D
Mrt-ed back to hougang and met mel.y
Home i was with them .
& they rotted at my house till around 10pm .
in fact , busy psp-ing , photoshoping . hahaha .

will post up pictures tomorrow , tooooooo !@#$%^ to upload .

//
DAMN YOU JOSEPHINE GOH .
quit annoying..

There comes a point in your life when you're just plain tired.
Tired of chasing everyone & trying to fix things. It's not giving up.
No; it's realizing you don't need certain people & all the bullshit
& the baggage they bring along with them.

im not asking you to distance from _________....
im not that demanding .
hope you understand .

i thought i could do ss test well but i messed it up D:
super sad that i wrote so much and rushed till my finger has got blisters..
another bad news .......
5/30 for Further Trigo Test .
39 marks D7 for E maths CA2 D:
double triple sadness lohhhh !

i spent D&T practical stoning . then ate nasi briyani for recess .
Chemistry CRT is fun cause nicholas and asqiha were behind jmine and i .
and we fooled around with the chemicals :P
crystals formed ! :D
Had Outward Bound Singapore briefing .
I swear i will want to go if i pass the medical check up :D

Talks in the classroom .
but i just feel there are certain things uncleared . weird hur .
but i just dont know what ..
Lunch at plaza w jmine , mel.y , huileng .

Did A maths and homeeee .

maybe there are no
right moments, right guys, right answers.
maybe sometimes
you just have to say what is in your heart.

I was almost late for school D:
bought milk tea for Jmine , Melisa , Hui Leng and myself .
Jackie goh's so unkind :@
he didnt want to help me smuggle drinks to class when he told me side gate's closed .
But in the end the side gate is open :D

I told Mdm Lee during geog that it's my birthday .
& she said happy birthday to me . HAHAHAHAH .
Oooopx .
No SS test today and we're all happppppy happpppy (:

I skipped chinese class to talk to mel.y and joelin in the toilet .
Jmine shocked me like hell in the toilet ! LOL .

I spend A maths lesson staring at Jackie . hahahahaha .
He wanted to compete see who can stare the longest .
but i kept on laughing .

Plaza for lunch w besties and outside mac to study .
HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .

I guess in the end,
people become the people
they promised they'd never be

i detest Mondays & Tuesdays D:
Timetable is super draggy .

HAH i got 16.5/20 for E.geog Test :P
& jasmine is from " yellow banana " primary school .
Fun and chatty geog lessons today .
Weixiang and Thai Xiong sang " The Tree Song "
from hgps one . hahahaha damn funny .
& Thai Xiong stunned me with his magic tricks :O

No SS test today = HOOORRRAY ! :D
Had Fishball Noodles soup for recess .

idiotic nicholas ong and jackie goh ganged up and shot my ear today before assembly .
SI XIAO REN .
Assembly is a waste of time .
Serangoon JC & Temasek Poly .
Int in temasek poly's informatics course but the talk is -.-
Jasmine advised me not to go , cause all geeks there [ no offense ]
hahahaha she say i will find no shuai ge thr .
LOL .

Spend some time hitting xiao ren at canteen .
KFC at plaza with jmine , benny .
Earned a cup of root beer ^^
Mel.y came .
Completed E maths Practice Paper 1 :D

Back homeee .

no pictures.

Sometimes enough is enough.
You need to stand up for what's right and wrong.
You need to tell people to screw off, because this is your own life.

Don't let people take control over you.

.....

I was so energetic this morning and i managed to keep myself awake throughout all the lessons before recess thoroughly .
A maths , Physics and so on .
Hah , but apparently i just can't get myself into Chinese D:
there's always someone out to spoil my mood DDDDD: double sadness.

Had Tom Yum Soup for recess which is what i missed the most during the hols .
hahaha . Saw hui leng when i came back from recess .
My heart skipped a beat :O hahahahaha . im serious .
LOL . Slept during Chemistry second period .
.. no motivation to study . HAHA .
Mr Devan didnt come for lesson .

Hougang mall for Tom Yum AH MA Mee Hoon Kuay with
jmine , mel.y and huileng.
hahaha it's damn cute , nice but spicy D:
Slacked at Mac while waiting for Benny .
Then he went to cut hair .
Homee .

2 tom yums for today :O :O la si wo D:

{edited}
Went to Plaza Singapura with Mom & Brother .
Had Ichiban Sushi which is similar to Sakae alacarte .
Walked around but didnt bought anything .
Mrt-ed back home while Mom&Bro went Vivo .





Changed and took 119 to plaza .
Met Jmine , Mel.y , Benny .
& shortly afterwards , Jackie came .
Went to the 124's carpark and played with the leftover candles and chalks .

Jackie left first and then we continued playing till 9 plus .
Had regular fries and drink at mac before my dad comes .
& home i was :D

yayness , HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL :D hahahaha .

benny's newly invented lantern :O

{/edited}