many would have thought , im affected by today . NAH . its just 26th april . okay , it may have been 1 year but look , im over him . hahs . deleted everything abt him including his messages . rained this morning , woke dad up cause he need to work as well , so he drove me to skool . jasmine & mel were there only . jessie & pl longed already went in . wdh . tt jasmine wanted to escape . LOLS ! was late for assembly so stuck behind the staircase dere . strolled into my class . lols . my chair`s missing uhs . cause of prefect investiture so yeap , kpkb teacher . den took natasha chair .. lols . prefects are al wearing white . omgggg . i wanna wear that as well . LOLS . dream on .. right ? science , ezarin ' THE TWO GIRLS CAN YOU SIT UP ! ' damn loud uhs at rachel and i . got so pissed off cause we were like only lying on the table ..other ppl also does that , i dun see her scolding them .. fine . recess . dint ate as well , fruit punch only . christy dint came . ms noorlina[?] came in to take over . prefects came in and BOWED so low to her uhs . omggg . did art during her relieve period . den maths was by mrs sankar . at least i understand . phew . got called up by her to answer 3 questions today . wdh .

den history . RELIEVE TEACHER - MR KEH . he`s DEAF one uhs . i cal his name damn loud near him den he can hear . before i went out to art class dere pass up art , emily popped in and said we got a 'BRONZE' i stoned there & like stuned uhs . went to pass up my art , asked rachel to go back first , went toilet & sobs . lots of things are happening to me nowadays . i just cant take everything .. wo cheng shou bu liao . went to ava room joined meiyi , she comforted me & ya , got cheered up by her class . jaron even wanted to put the dustbin over mdm woo`s head . went back class , sat at anderson`s place beside kumar . crapped with him and bell ring !!!!! talked to mr wee & HE STOLE MY SWEEEETS . wahahahs . hes damn funny .

went plaza . had kfc . jasmine cut hair . lols . looks like SPIKE !! heeee. im gonna stop teasing her alrd . lols . got the sudden urge to do heart shapes , so bought blue straws and make .. went back to skool cause emily need to see mrs teo tgt with her mum . sat at canteen . do and do . jessie got so fed up cause she cant do her maths . so with the 7 [ jasmine`s ] & 8 [mine ] marks over 4o for maths test help , she can do it . wAHAHAHAHs . jillson & jackie came as well . draggg-ed till emily come . and her mum as well . questioning here and dere . LOLS . emily just couldnt stand her mum . wahahas . emily dragged jessie and walked damn fast . jasmine & i just could not speed up cause her mum beside us , cant expect us to like walked and ignore her . LOLS !! so yeap . her mum stopped at vari nyce after a long race . lols . saw mdm woo , suan her like siao yet she still laugh but end up i tell her my name den say must remember me . wahahhas . lrt-ed to compass . jessie went home . slacked at kfc. den jackie & jillson came . walk walk & finally bus-ed home . whether or not , i`ve tried my best for SYF .

lastly ,

SORRY MS ZUU , SENIORS . WE`VE LET YOU DOWN ):

nothing is important anymore .
bu xu yao zai hu wo de gan shou .
even if i cannot take it ,
i still have to accept the fact .
SYF .